I keep going through these phases of “let’s lose weight!” to “ehhh .. as long as I feel good, who cares about the scale.” It’s starting to get to the point where I’m not feeling pretty anymore because I’ve gained. I haven’t stepped on the scale. I’m too afraid to. I’m going to start trying to lose weight again. I need to get my eating under control so that’s where I’m focusing first. I need to not eat SO much all the time.

So here goes nothing .. again. 

Gained 5 lbs :( so I’m back! I know I can lose it.

And thank you everyone that commented on my last post. How nice of you all :)

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Someone close to me grabbed my belly today and said “what’s that?” Cause it was poochie. I was like “I know I know” and they’re like “you were doing so good too” …. =\ ouch. Officially going into overdrive to lose weight again.

Haven’t been on Tumblr lately. There hasn’t been any progress pictures to upload lately because simply there isn’t any recent progress. I take the blame for it. I was doing so well, had so much will power and then I had a family BBQ for my birthday. I told myself that I could just enjoy the day and not worry about food. But then that feeling never left …

So I’m going to be getting back on the right track and lose this weight! I’ve only gained about 2/3 lbs as of right now, so it’s not terrible. I can do it! :)